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Monday, 11 July 2016
11:23 P.M.
You know the feeling of not giving a damn anymore. I hate it. I hate being disappointed, which turns into anger, to making an effort to drift away and eventually to saying hellos and leaving behind this person who once meant so much to you.
I hate throwing away years of memories, years of building trust, shared experiences. Secrets turning into utterance of hi's and how are yous, of "yeah I'm fine" after burying conversations six feet under. Of having that glint in your eyes, that elation within your bones slowly dwindle to dust. And that warmth felt from companionate contact grow uneasy, grow unbearably cold.
But this year was the year I held my ground. Of burying another to save myself. Of releasing toxic people and prioritizing my own happiness over others.
I am not happy, in fact I'm distraught with all the people I cut loose to save myself from drowning but I know I did well as I begin to untangle myself from self inflicted pain and breathe the fresh air for the first time in a long time.
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